And so it begins....

This is me.

On holiday in Greece this Summer. Oh this Summer! This perfect Summer! I had the time of my little life. And then things unravelled. And things fell apart. And, all of a sudden, without warning, I was on my own.

Alone again.

Inevitably.

I'm not sure what's happened to me recently but I've become one of those people I hate. One of 'those' people. The ones who whine and whinge and generally bring people down.

So it stops.

Now.

I'm going to try and appreciate the beautiful things I do have in my life. The wonderful friends I have. My fantastic parents. My health. My rapier like wit (ha). The fact I've been privileged enough to gain an education (ignoring the fact I can't get a job in my chosen profession). The fact I have loved, and been loved. That I have been lucky enough to laugh until I cry. That I live in a country where I am free to do pretty much whatever I like.

This is the start of me finding my way back. To the person I used to be.

To happiness... I hope.